Love poetry

Am i crazy?
Hoping that one day maybe,
You'll fall in love again with me?

Or am i just insane,
thinking that this old flame.
Can just reignite, overnight.

So should i just smile and play dumb,
hoping this pain and sorrow will just go numb.
Or maybe break this contact that i crave,
Turn away and pretend to be brave.

But who am i kidding, I can't live without you in my life.
So no matter all the pain and strife.
I'll just bear it and be strong.
Enough to be a friend you want,
after all that's what you had to endure all along.

I don't know why it pains me,
just to even talk to you.
But i crave and wait all day and night,
just to hear your voice.

What am i to do?
To try and get over you?
Cause baby,
I can lose everything but you.